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  <title>cougars_catnip</title>
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  <updated>2012-09-02T06:37:39Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:5066</id>
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    <title>Storm Front</title>
    <published>2012-09-02T06:37:39Z</published>
    <updated>2012-09-02T06:37:39Z</updated>
    <category term="cougar"/>
    <category term="jensen"/>
    <category term="fanfiction"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <dw:music>Shakira  ~Ojos Asi</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cheerful</dw:mood>
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    <content type="html">  &lt;p style="margin-top:5.0pt;margin-right:0in;margin-bottom:5.0pt;margin-left:0in;tab-stops:.5in 1.0in 1.5in 2.0in 2.5in 3.0in 3.5in 4.0in 4.5in 5.0in 5.5in 6.0in 6.5in 7.0in" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:14.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;color:black"&gt;&amp;nbsp;Title: Storm Front&lt;br /&gt;Author CC&lt;br /&gt;Synopsis : There is a lot of shit going down in the borders these days... between  drug runners and human traffickers coming north, guns going south....  Easy enough to have a family member in trouble...&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Shadow Wolves Storm  and his partner Roberto get too close and too many shipments are stopped  so Mexican drug runner Diego Vasquez has them kidnapped and taken  south. When her husband goes missing Storm&amp;rsquo;s wife Bianca calls her  brother Carlos Alveraz and his partner Jake Jensen to find him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:14.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;color:black"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p style="tab-stops:.5in 1.0in 1.5in 2.0in 2.5in 3.0in 3.5in 4.0in 4.5in 5.0in 5.5in 6.0in 6.5in 7.0in" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:14.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p style="tab-stops:.5in 1.0in 1.5in 2.0in 2.5in 3.0in 3.5in 4.0in 4.5in 5.0in 5.5in 6.0in 6.5in 7.0in" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/5066.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=5066" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:4721</id>
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    <title>Respect</title>
    <published>2012-07-30T23:54:33Z</published>
    <updated>2012-07-30T23:54:33Z</updated>
    <category term="captain america"/>
    <category term="avengers"/>
    <category term="steve rogers"/>
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    <dw:music>Toby Keith ~ American Soldier</dw:music>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div class="preface group"&gt;Title: Respect&lt;br /&gt;Author CC&lt;/div&gt;                                 &lt;div class="userstuff"&gt;&lt;p&gt;Respect&amp;hellip; such a simple word, and yet  so complex.  Steve knew what they all thought, knew they looked at his  weak body, at all the physical limitations, and saw little beyond that.  Bucky looked deeper but even he could never quite understand the craving  that gnawed away at Steve's heart, that would not let him rest, would  not let him give anything less than his very best, what drove him to  become the man he was, fueled his passion, his courage, his tenacity.  The day he walked into the battered camp with the rescued soldiers at  his back still sticks out in his memory as the best day of his life.  When the heady drug of self-respect ran through his veins and left his  body tingling and tears pricking at his eyes. When at last he could look  his fellow man in the eye and hold his head high. When he felt that at  last, oh God, at last, he had earned his place, earned&amp;hellip; respect.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div role="complementary" class="notes module"&gt;&lt;h3 class="heading"&gt;Notes:&lt;/h3&gt;     &lt;h4 class="heading"&gt;For &lt;a href="http://archiveofourown.org/users/jujitsuelf/gifts"&gt;jujitsuelf&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://archiveofourown.org/users/joidianne4eva/gifts"&gt;joidianne4eva&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/h4&gt;          &lt;blockquote class="userstuff"&gt;&lt;p&gt;For two very special ladies for  whom I have the utmost respect. Thank you for being my friend and for  all your support and encouragement. HUGS, smishes and lots of &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;CC&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=4721" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:4379</id>
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    <title>Prompt Fills</title>
    <published>2012-05-03T17:19:02Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-03T17:55:10Z</updated>
    <category term="comment fics"/>
    <category term="roque"/>
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    <dw:music>Shakira ~ Antes De Las Seis</dw:music>
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    <content type="html">Peaceful_sands ~ The Losers, Jensen, choosing a new t-shirt &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Choices&lt;br /&gt;by CC&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; *&amp;nbsp;O&amp;nbsp;*&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They all think Jensen is a loony bird with appalling taste in clothes, but really he puts a lot of thought into each and every one of his gaudy t-shirts. He carefully considers colors and logos, picking and choosing what message he wants to send with each one and what mood will be inspired by that choice. Case in point; they are supposed to meet up with some woman today who says she has a lead on the ass wipe who ruined their lives and feelings are running high, so he chooses the pink one, the one that will remind them all of what they are fighting for, of all they stand to lose and gain and the one that will make them smile, or at the very least roll their eyes. Jensen knows very well that they will all bust his chops over it, but at least then they will be thinking about that and not about 25 little lives that were snuffed out in one fiery moment, and that makes it worth all the teasing. He pulls the shirt out of the bottom of his pack and slips it on, pausing just for a moment to think about home and family, then with a sigh he is out the door. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;************************* &lt;br /&gt;Jujitsuelf&amp;nbsp;~ Any - Any - until now they'd never believed in ghosts &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Paradigm Shift&lt;br /&gt;by CC&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; *&amp;nbsp;O&amp;nbsp;* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jensen had never seen or heard any convincing argument for the existence of ghosts and despite his admittedly goofy tastes in entertainment at heart he is a scientist and he wants empirical evidence, not anecdotes. But that was before the day he looked across a crowded casino and saw Roque staring back at him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;********************** &lt;br /&gt;Peaceful_sands ~ Author's choice, any/any, one hell of a fantasy to come true &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Savor&lt;br /&gt;by CC&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; *&amp;nbsp;O&amp;nbsp;* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cougar closed his eyes with a happy sigh. After all the years of fantasizing about this he couldn't believe that it had actually come true, that Jensen felt the same way. His tongue carefully licked all the way around savoring the creamy taste. Jensen echoed his sigh and Cougar grinned at the blitzed out look of pure joy on the hacker's face. He took another lick and reveled in the explosion of flavor across his tastebuds, sweet and a touch spicy. He took his time lapping up every last drop. When at last they were done, he grinned at Jake. &amp;quot;Want to get another scoop to take home?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=4379" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:4268</id>
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    <title>Letters from Jensen</title>
    <published>2012-05-02T19:58:48Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-02T20:49:52Z</updated>
    <category term="creative writing"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <category term="fanfiction"/>
    <category term="cougar / jensen"/>
    <dw:music>Shakira ~ Antes De Las Seis</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cheerful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;table border="1"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;1. Joy&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;2. Anger&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;3. Sorrow&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;4. Love&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;5. Contentment&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;6. Jealousy&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;7. Pride&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;8. Hate&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;9. Indifference&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;10.Despair&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;

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&lt;td&gt;1. Sunshine&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;2. Rain&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;3. Snow&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;4. Tornado&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;5. Flood&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td&gt;6. Wildfire&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;7. Ocean&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;8. Sky &lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;9. Clouds&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td&gt;10. Wind&lt;/td&gt;
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:3878</id>
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    <title>Shenanigans</title>
    <published>2011-12-24T02:19:48Z</published>
    <updated>2011-12-24T02:19:48Z</updated>
    <category term="clay"/>
    <category term="jolene"/>
    <category term="roque"/>
    <category term="cougar"/>
    <category term="cougar/jensen"/>
    <category term="pooch"/>
    <category term="jensen"/>
    <category term="fluff"/>
    <category term="holiday"/>
    <dw:music>Loreena McKennit ~ God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>amused</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Title : Shenanigans&lt;br /&gt;Author CC&lt;br /&gt;Summery : Jensen is giddy, Cougar is disgusted, Roque is murderous, Pooch is horrified, Clay is resigned, and Jolene rules the roost.&lt;br /&gt;Warning. : Total holiday fluff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/3878.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=3878" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:3613</id>
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    <title>Legacy</title>
    <published>2011-11-09T20:38:20Z</published>
    <updated>2011-11-12T06:26:18Z</updated>
    <category term="fairy tale"/>
    <category term="jensen"/>
    <category term="fantasy"/>
    <category term="cougar"/>
    <category term="cougar/jensen"/>
    <category term="slash"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <dw:music>Satine ~ Light Up the Sky</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cheerful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Title : Legacy&lt;br /&gt;Author : CC&lt;br /&gt;Warning :&amp;nbsp; AU , preslash, some language. shifter., fantasy fairy tale. Fluff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A/N : Peaceful_sands left a prompt on fic_promptly ... &lt;i&gt;Author's &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;choice, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;any, &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;A &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;fairy &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;turned &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;them &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;into &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;a &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;beast &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;and &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;they &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;will &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;only &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;turn &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;back &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;they &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;find &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;their &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;true &lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;love.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Then I was looking at the website for the new series Once Upon a Time and a wolf howled and this story exploded in my imagination.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;So, Peace, this is for you with much affection, and thank you to all my beta readers. As always, this would never see the light of day without your help and encouragement. Love ya'll!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/3613.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=3613" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:3188</id>
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    <title>My Master Fiction List</title>
    <published>2011-11-09T07:18:45Z</published>
    <updated>2012-06-04T19:42:26Z</updated>
    <category term="crossovers"/>
    <category term="steve rogers"/>
    <category term="pop"/>
    <category term="the sentinel"/>
    <category term="jim"/>
    <category term="blair"/>
    <category term="vin"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <category term="iron man"/>
    <category term="peter"/>
    <category term="kung fu :tlc"/>
    <category term="ezra"/>
    <category term="shadowrun"/>
    <category term="pooch"/>
    <category term="captain america"/>
    <category term="josiah"/>
    <category term="jensen"/>
    <category term="chris"/>
    <category term="jd"/>
    <category term="magnificent seven"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Losers &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Holding On&amp;nbsp; WIP&amp;nbsp; NaNoWriMo entry for June 2012:&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Hit man Carlos 'Cougar' Alvarez is on a job when he runs into a decker who seems to spark his protective instincts, now if he can just figure out why.&amp;nbsp; Shadowrun AU&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/327786.html"&gt;Storm Front&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; There is a lot of shit going down in the borders  these days... between drug runners and human traffickers coming north,  guns going south.... Easy enough to have a family member in trouble...&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;  Shadow Wolves Storm and his partner Roberto get too close and too many  shipments are stopped so Mexican drug runner Diego Vasquez has them  kidnapped and taken south. When her husband goes missing Storm&amp;rsquo;s wife  Maria calls her brother Carlos Alveraz and his amante Jake Jensen to  find him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/311326.html#cutid1"&gt;Shenanigans&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Jensen is giddy, Cougar is disgusted, Roque is murderous, Pooch is horrified, Clay is resigned, and Jolene rules the roost.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/336353.html"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style="text-decoration: underline;"&gt;The Working Song&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &amp;nbsp; Jake loves his job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/323412.html"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Enough &lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;  A moment in time, a port in the storm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://cougars-catnip.livejournal.com/24952.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Owies and Medcin&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Jensen is hurt and Beth doctors him up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://cougars-catnip.livejournal.com/24493.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Drama Llama&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Jensen is hurt and craving a little comfort.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/305490.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Legacy&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; A Fairy Tale : Jake Jensen has just graduated and is spending the summer bumming around Europe when he meets a mysterious gypsy. When she gives him an unexpected gift his life changes in ways he never could have imagined.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/3045.html" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Care Packages and Love Letters&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Jolene and Jackie get together for the afternoon to put together a care package for the boys.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/276542.html"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Belonging&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt; After a life time in captivity Jensen realised that belonging needen't be compulsory, it could also be a choice. Inspired by Kelly girls story Underneath It All&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/285854.html"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Dangerous Man&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; A little song, a little dance and Cougar is a happy man. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/249478.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;High &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&amp;nbsp;Cougar and Jensen have a little downtime. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/249240.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Somewhere ...&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Cougar&amp;nbsp;has been&amp;nbsp;missing for months&amp;nbsp;and Jensen is frantic.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/244750.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Three of a Kind&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&amp;nbsp; WIP:&amp;nbsp; Jensen comes home to find Cougar with a real dilemma on his hands.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/245098.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Double Tap&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Cougar has a little talk with his battle buddy Vin. Companion piece to Ambush by Aislinn and Alex.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/244666.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Juxtoposition&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Jensen has a rare day with not much to do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/244472.html"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Seeking Peace&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt; In the aftermath of the loss of his team, Jensen seeks a little peace.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://cougars-catnip.livejournal.com/987.html"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;No Thinking Thing&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;Cougar finally loses patience and decides to get creative with his words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/251551.html"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;That Shirt&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt; What they really think about THAT Shirt...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;Sing Series : &lt;/font&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/257882.html"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Sing&amp;nbsp;For the Tears&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp;Two sides of the same coin. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: larger"&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/261516.html"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;Sing for the Laughter &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/268497.html"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;Sing for the Moment &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/269644.html#cutid1"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;Sing for the Years&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/261028.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Gir Moment&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; Somethings Jensen should just not be allowed to watch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/261341.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I Warned You&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; In somethings, Cougar just doesn't bluff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/273820.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Stealing Your Life Back&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Jensen is fed up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/281106.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Hallelujah&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; Roque and Explosions&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://losers-fic.livejournal.com/281524.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Contrasts&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Jensen is a study in contrasts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7226466/1/Breathe_You_In_Like_Air" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Breath You In Like Air&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Soliloquy - Cougar is injured.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; WIP ~ I am working on the story that goes with this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6993387/1/Friendly_Reminder_2" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Friendly Reminder 2&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Cougar and Jensen have a conversation about Roque and his writing habits.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Avengers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;a href="http://cougars-catnip.livejournal.com/24683.html"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pain Shared&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Steve realises just how alone he is.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;Cross Overs &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;Losers / Magnificent Seven. ~ &lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6820871/1/Ambush" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Ambush&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; WIP : Vin runs into an old army buddy , Cougar Alvarez, while he is on the job.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Co-author - Alex Kade. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Magnificent Seven &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-font-family: &amp;#39;Times New Roman&amp;#39;; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Revenge is a Dish&amp;nbsp; WIP - Sequel to Fortune's Hostage - NaNOWriMo entry for 2011.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; ( This is the one I am actively working on right now. ~ Aislinn , Nov. 7, 2011 )&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://mag7-fic.livejournal.com/189487.html"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Fortune's Hostage&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; Mary's son Billy is kidnapped and she and Judge Orrin Travis hire a team of seven Shadowrunners to get him back. A/U: Shadowrun&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7207024/1/Initiation" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Initiation&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Ezra faces his greatest trial. Shadowrun AU&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-font-family: &amp;#39;Times New Roman&amp;#39;; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;a href="http://mag7-fic.livejournal.com/205305.html"&gt;Hell is Afraid We&amp;rsquo;ll Take Over&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Shadowrun AU&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6693093/1/Running_From_the_Devil" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Running from the Devil&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; Sometimes the bravest thing you can do is keep on living.&amp;nbsp; OW&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6659359/1/Incredulous" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Incredulous&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Sometimes things are exactly like they seem. OW&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6652588/1/Think_on_This" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Think On This&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Vin has something to say.&amp;nbsp; Missing scene from Chinatown. OW&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6645503/1/Despair" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Despair&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; JD's thoughts as he speaks with Josiah after Annie's funeral. OW&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6629526/1/Revelation" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Revelation&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Ezra has an epiphany. ATF&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6629121/1/The_Sentinel" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Sentinel&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; It's Christmas eve and Chris said no presents. Will the boys listen?&amp;nbsp; ATF&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6573233/1/Reflections" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Reflections&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Ezra is heading home and thinks about all the changes in his life. OW&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6538735/1/Li_Wu" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Li Wu&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; The gift. A drabble inspired by a scene from Chinatown.&amp;nbsp; OW&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;Kung Fu: The Legend Continues &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6733648/1/Dragon_Child" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Dragon Child&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp; A series of stories about Peter and a very special friend. Co-author - Maven&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;The Sentinel &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6537287/1/Make_a_Wish" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Make a Wish&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;Who knew Blair was so... talented.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6537263/1/Murder_is_Not_an_Option" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Murder Is Not an Option&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; When the suspects Blair is interogating reveal the truth behind their actions Blair vents his feelings.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6865054/1/Force_Of_Nature" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Force of Nature&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;Simon's reflections on Ellison and Sandburg.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6537322/1/Rage" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rage&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Naomi has gone to far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6537313/1/Aftermath" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Aftermath&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; Simon is left to carry on alone after Jim and Blair's deaths.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6543123/1/Reverie" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Reverie&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Is Blair's hat evil? Has Jim gone crazy?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;Shadowrun &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6537302/1/Where_the_Wild_Geese_Fly" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Where the Wild Geese Fly&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Mist has seen something she shouldn't have and now she is on the run.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6537357/1/Shadows_of_the_Night" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Shadows Of the Night&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Watch out for the tea.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7598620/1/Creative_Looting_101" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Creative Looting 101&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Mask teaches four short lessons on how to go about looting. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6573270/1/Cybernight" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font size="2" color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Cybernight &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;Mayhem and crime on the streets of Seattle. Written by David.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6573260/1/Beware_of_Dog" rel="nofollow"&gt;&lt;font color="#556752"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Beware of Dog&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; No matter how harmless he seems, beware of the dog.&amp;nbsp; Written by David.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Star Wars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WIP ~ In revenge of the Sith, Anakin killed padawans, but did he get them all?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;Disclaimers:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;I don't own the characters listed below, All fiction listed here, on the other hand, is copywrited by J.L. Graves (unless otherwise noted) Also the characters and places in these stories are the product of my own twisted mind and bear only marginal resemblance to real people/places living or dead... (except of course where noted) &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span&gt;The Losers:&amp;nbsp; Cougar and Jensen are not mine. ( sob) &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;Magnificent Seven : The seven are not mine, they belong to the alphabet people who quite frankly cannot be trusted with them, and so I am sneaking them out the back door to my place. If they where mine they would still be riding across our TV screens every week, except for Ezra and you don't want to know what he would be doing. ::wicked grin ;) ::&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Sentinel : &lt;font size="2"&gt;The Sentinel and all related characters are the property of UPN, Paramount and Pet Fly Productions. No copyright infringement is intended. No profit is being made. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;Kung Fu : The Legend Continues &lt;/span&gt;: Peter and Pop aren't ours either. :(&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Shadowrun :&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp; Shadowrun is a Registered Trademark of FASA Corporation. All Rights Reserved. Used without permission. Any use of FASA Corporation's copyrighted material or trademarks in this file should not be viewed as a challenge to those copyrights or trademarks. I write in this world out of love and to promote the game.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Star Wars belongs to George Lucas. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=3188" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:3045</id>
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    <title>Care Packages and Love Letters</title>
    <published>2011-11-09T00:34:48Z</published>
    <updated>2011-11-09T07:11:23Z</updated>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <category term="jolene"/>
    <dw:mood>blah</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Title: Care Packages and Love Letters&lt;br /&gt;Author: CC&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Cavity Warning: Unadulterated, unabashed,unapologetic FLUFF&lt;br /&gt;Synopsis: Jolene and Jackie get together for the afternoon to put together a care package for the boys. &lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/3045.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=3045" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:2769</id>
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    <title>Somewhere...</title>
    <published>2011-08-16T12:29:49Z</published>
    <updated>2011-08-16T12:29:49Z</updated>
    <category term="cougar"/>
    <category term="jensen"/>
    <category term="amnesia"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <category term="slash"/>
    <category term="cougar/jensen"/>
    <dw:music>Within Temptation ~ Somewhere</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cranky</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="margin: 0in 0in 12pt"&gt;Title :Somewhere ...&lt;br /&gt;by Cougar's Catnip&lt;br /&gt;Rated : PG 13&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: Cougar/Jensen&lt;br /&gt;Summery : Cougar is missing and Jensen is frantic.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/2769.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=2769" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:1744</id>
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    <title>Dangerous Man</title>
    <published>2011-08-16T11:45:08Z</published>
    <updated>2011-08-16T11:45:08Z</updated>
    <category term="slash"/>
    <category term="cougar/jensen"/>
    <category term="jensen"/>
    <category term="humor"/>
    <category term="cougar"/>
    <category term="losers"/>
    <dw:music>Trace Adkins ~ Dangerous Man</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>amused</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;Title Dangerous Man&lt;br /&gt;Author CC&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="3" face="Times New Roman"&gt;Summary: A little song, a little dance and Cougar is a happy man. &lt;br /&gt;Pairing: Cougar/ Jensen &lt;/font&gt;&lt;div style="padding-left: 10px; padding-top: 10px"&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/1744.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=1744" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:1447</id>
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    <title>Belonging Part Two</title>
    <published>2011-08-02T13:18:28Z</published>
    <updated>2011-08-02T13:20:36Z</updated>
    <category term="nc17"/>
    <category term="cougar/jensen"/>
    <category term="slash"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <category term="cougar"/>
    <category term="jensen"/>
    <dw:music>Fireflight~ It's You</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cheerful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Title Belonging&lt;br /&gt;Author CC&lt;br /&gt;Fandom : The Losers &lt;br /&gt;Pairing : Cougar / Jensen&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Warning:: this story contains mention of rape and this part is an explicit&amp;nbsp; NC 17 love scene. You can read this by going straight from part one to part three if you prefer to skip the love scene.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/1447.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=1447" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:1043</id>
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    <title>Belonging : Part Three</title>
    <published>2011-08-02T12:51:25Z</published>
    <updated>2011-08-02T13:14:21Z</updated>
    <category term="cougar/jensen"/>
    <category term="slash"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
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    <category term="jensen"/>
    <category term="nc17"/>
    <dw:music>Fireflight~ It's You</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cheerful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Title Belonging&lt;br /&gt;Author CC&lt;br /&gt;Fandom : The Losers &lt;br /&gt;Pairing : Cougar / Jensen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A/N ~ This story is inspired by Kelly_girls story &lt;a href="http://kelly-girl.livejournal.com/208273.html"&gt;Underneath It All&lt;/a&gt;. If you haven't read that one you should read it first. You can find it at&amp;hellip;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Warning:: this story contains mention of rape&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/1043.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=1043" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:543</id>
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    <title>Belonging</title>
    <published>2011-08-02T12:37:25Z</published>
    <updated>2011-08-02T16:48:10Z</updated>
    <category term="nc17"/>
    <category term="the losers"/>
    <category term="cougar/jensen"/>
    <category term="slash"/>
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    <dw:music>Fireflight~ It's You</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cheerful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Title Belonging&lt;br /&gt;Author CC&lt;br /&gt;Fandom : The Losers &lt;br /&gt;Pairing : Cougar / Jensen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A/N ~ This story is inspired by Kelly_girls story &lt;a href="http://kelly-girl.livejournal.com/208273.html"&gt;Underneath It All&lt;/a&gt;. If you haven't read that one you should read it first. You can find it at&amp;hellip;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Warning:: this story contains mention of rape and chapter 2 is an explicit ( NC 17 love scene. You can read this by going straight from chapter 1 to chapter 3 if you prefer to skip the love scene.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/cougars_catnip/pic/00005typ/"&gt;&lt;img border="0" alt="" width="231" height="267" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/cougars_catnip/pic/00005typ" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://cougars-catnip.dreamwidth.org/543.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=543" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-28:937299:369</id>
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    <title>Breathe You in Like Air</title>
    <published>2011-07-28T04:29:39Z</published>
    <updated>2011-07-28T16:32:39Z</updated>
    <category term="losers"/>
    <category term="cougar"/>
    <dw:music>Abney Park ~ Breathe</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cheerful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>3</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Title: Breathe You in Like Air&lt;br /&gt;Author: CC&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: The Losers&lt;br /&gt;Warning: some language&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Breathe You in Like Air &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CC &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A fall from scaffolding will seriously fuck up your day. I laid there for what felt like hours, every nerve screaming in agony before Jake found me. They tell me my pelvis was shattered and my back was broken. How they got me out of there and to the medics without paralyzing me I will never know, since at the time I was unconscious and every time I ask Jake turns green and refuses to talk about it. So here I am, months in the hospital, healing and now learning to walk again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I miss my team as much as I miss walking. But we are all the Army's bitches and just 'cause one team member is down doesn't mean the whole team gets out of deployment. So, they replaced me and life went on. The one constant has been Jake, sure the others come to see me as well but Jake visits like clockwork. The minute they are back on post, he drops his laundry off at the cleaners, grabs a pizza and a six-pack of soda and heads to the hospital. Those visits are the bright spot that keeps me going. Jake shows up with that sunny smile and regales me for hours with stories of what they have been doing and how great things will be when I come back. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't have the heart to tell him that I'm not coming back. My enlistment is almost up and I have been seriously considering not re-upping. I just can't go through integrating with a new team. If I can't be a Loser then I don't want to stay in. I mean they replaced me and yeah, I know it wasn't 'cause they wanted to, it's not like the brass gave them much choice, but my spot is gone, given to another sniper and for better or worse, I am an ex-Loser. And damn that hurts worse then rehab. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They are due back today, maybe tomorrow and I know Jake will be here. I think he will be pleased with my progress. I mean hey I walked ten whole feet on my own. Yay me. Yeah, sarcasm, but right now it's what I do best. The only way I can cope with all this shit. Dios, I miss walking, I miss taking a piss in the john, I miss covering my team, but mostly I miss Jake. I miss the way he is just there; ready with a joke or a smile. Hell, I miss the constant stream of rambling facts. Yeah, I know there are people who find the incessant talking annoying, but I find his voice soothing. A reassurance that we are ok, alive, together. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The hours pass so slowly when they are gone. I read, watch a little TV and think. I don't know what I am going to do&amp;hellip; after. I've been in the Army since I was a skinny seventeen year old. Got tapped for Spec Ops at eighteen and running missions by the time I was twenty. Been with the Losers for years now. Honestly, I don't know how to be a civvie anymore. How the hell am I supposed to fit in? I could be a cop, maybe a bodyguard I guess, but it's gonna feel like going back to riding with training wheels after competing in motor-cross. Yeah, I can do that, but is it what I want? No, mostly I just want my team back. These four men have become so much a part of me that without them, I feel like I'm missing part of my soul, and it aches like a missing limb. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He's coming. I can always tell. Don't ask me how, 'cause I don't know, I just do, but when he gets here, I will breathe his presence in like air and for a moment &amp;hellip; for a moment it will all be better. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cougars_catnip&amp;ditemid=369" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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